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Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
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11:34 pm - Oh wow.
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It has been way over a year since i've posted anything. The funny thing is i feel like i have nothing to say. I have a real job now...that's kinda lame and school is stressing me out...that kinda sucks.
But! i do have kittens and that matters most. I think i'm going to make some serious changes to my life...i want to live a happy and healthy life.
i don't even know where to begin. i think i'll start with a haircut, tomorrow.
current mood:  sleepy
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| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
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3:04 pm - it's been quite awhile.
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i haven't updated in quite a long time. there is no excuse, i'm simply lazy. a brief update:
1. rescued some kittens that mary's boyfriend found in his cellar. i have two new additions to the family, but i'm still looking for a home for the baby boy, oscar. the vet tech at the hospital might be taking him.
2. some health problems in the family, but everyone is recovering.
3. been playing a lot of soccer. john and i are trying to be more active. we went jogging the other day, and it's true, smoking is not good for you.
4. my brother and i are actually starting to get along.
5. kicked ass in school this past semester, but don't feel like going back...i will anyway.
that's the basics. i had a crazy dream last night and it really upset me. my dad got really sick and was bed ridden. all of the sudden i got a call that he died. i spent the rest of the dream trying to make contact with the other side to tell him i loved him one last time. i was just laying in a field meditating. i wasn't able to reach him. then i got in a fight with someone at school when someone asked me what was wrong. i woke up with like a panic attack, so i played with my kitten babies to make me feel better.
went dancing last night and i was fun. playing soccer later.
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| Monday, February 7th, 2005
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1:00 pm - you know i'm practicing to be a cage fighter.
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yes, it's turned into an obsession. napoleon, why must i love you so. i've watched that movie everyday for this past week. i don't know what's come over me. i enjoyed it in the past, but now i need it to be a part of my daily routine. point is...you're all jealous because i've been talking online with hot babes all day.
speaking of hot babes. reenee was home this weekend. we made it a date and went to the otto bar for eighties mayhem. the first hour, as always, was spent chain smoking and talking about everything under the sun. it's always my favorite part of my night. there we these little teenie bopper whores humping their emo teenie bopper boyfriends. we ran them over when we left. also, re and i ended our affair with our boyfriend. by boyfriend, i mean the DJ that we onced loved. ASSHOLE. didn't play anything that was requested except of course the crappy songs his amazon woman girlfriend requested. i was very disappointed to see what it is he was mating with. he could do so much better. on the drive home we realized we're angry at the world. i firmly believe that reenee and i make up the entire race of cool people. john's ok too.
gave a speech today. thought i sucked, but my teacher liked it. he spent the last part of the class talking to each student who presented, asking what they liked about their speech and so on. he spent the most time on me. i think the little queer has the hots for me. it's ok for me to call him queer b/c i'm pretty sure he is. he's like this really skinny, well-dressed matt damon. i love him.
current mood:  awake
current music: the trash truck outside
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| Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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12:39 pm - fuck yeah
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| Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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7:50 pm - FLIPPIN' SNOW!!
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wow. today was the worst. i had to go into work today. contrary to what you may assume, no i am not a doctor, nor a target employee. i work at a beauty supply store. now, seriously, who is in such desperate need of beauty supplies that they would fight the storm for shampoo or mousse. we had a whopping two customers at ten o'clock this morning. at 12:30 i said, "fuck it", and left. i don't care if they fire me. on the drive home, i maxed out at 15 mph and at one point i spun in a circle on york road. it was at that moment i shit in my pants. i finally made it home and when i tried to pull into a spot i slid in sideways and that was as good as it was going to get. when my brother, god bless him, dug out my car he told me that the person next to me dug out their car and piled the snow against mine. assholes. why do people lack common descency? i blame parenting. i wish stupid people were born sterile.
so crap, crap, and crap. i don't feel like going into work tomorrow. after that i have to scurry off to target and get some much need essentials. then, tuesday i have to fight the crowd at towson and buy books. fuckin A, i hate school. and my god, the zit that decided to pop up just before classes started. my skin was doing so good. crap. point is, i hope that i get to see everyone before they go off to school. god dang snow, it's not helping.
current mood:  bored
current music: blur
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| Monday, January 17th, 2005
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1:08 am - how neat.
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You Are 19 Years Old |
19
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| Sunday, January 16th, 2005
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5:10 pm
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• THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Lisa
2. Stu
3. Kitten
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. BlueNoise46
2. LaxGirl17
3. PinkNoise
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Hair
2. Fun
3. Grades
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Skin
2. Impatient
3. Perfectionist
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. Polish
3. English
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Dying alone
2. Driving in the city
3. Dark
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Liars
2. Stupid people
3. Physics
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Raging liberals
2. Raging conservatives
3. Stupid people
THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
1. Laptop
2. Candles
3. Sharpies
THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. "Stinky"
2. "Fuckin A"
3. "Whoa”
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
1. honest
2. crazy
3. trustworthy
THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
1. distance
2. not good for one another
3. lack of motivation
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX THAT MOST APPEALS TO YOU:
1. fun
2. not judgmental
3. act themselves
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. hairspray
2. kitten kisses
3. lipgloss
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. cardigan
2. jeans
3. converse
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS (at the moment)):
1. Magnetic Fields
2. Elliot Smith
3. Broken Social Scene
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Take on Me" -AhHa
2. "Someone i Use to Know" -Elliot Smith
3. "Thong Song" -Sisqo
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. guitar
2. short skirts
3. long hair
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. romance
2. honesty
3. compromise
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. i'm madly in love with Vince Vaughn
2. my first kiss was my next door neighbor
3. i don't like cats
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. tall
2. dark hair
3. pale skin
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. write
2. play piano
3. eat salmon
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. reading
2. listening to music
3. dancing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. shop
3. drive
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Accounting
2. Rock Star
3. Princess
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Germany
2. England
3. Australia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Travel to Europe
2. Embezzle money
3. Hang out with Vinve Vaughn
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. John
2. Reenee
3. Becky
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| Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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3:00 pm - melting pot of emotion.
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overall, i'm feeling a bit brighter today. i slept in late and woke up to bowie cleaning my face. for a change of pace i did a form of exercise, yoga. it's amazing what a little bit of stretching can do for a person. i'm feeling pretty damn good. i'm determined to get into shape. officially, my new year resolution and i'm sticking to it this time. i swear. not included is quitting smoking. i love it. sorry, mom.
i'm i bit stressed. my mom is having back surgery today and i haven't heard a thing. i've called every possible phone there is to call and no answer. i'm hoping it's not a bad sign. i assume if something bad happened my dad would be kind enough to let me know. i hope she's ok.
as for tonight, i'm having a bonding date w/ em. dinner and a movie. how cute. until then i'll be sitting at home in anticipation. maybe i'll watch lord of the rings.
current mood:  anxious
current music: tv
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| Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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5:11 pm - Sweet, sweet journal entry...
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i christmas shopped all day. i'm so freaking tired and it was all for my little love bug, bowie. j/k it was john. got him some cool stuff. hope he likes. already got an early christmas gift b/c john lost an earring i had left at his house. good bye earring, hello simpsons first season box set. oh what joy. i'm nervous about finals. actually, i'm not nervous at all and that's what is making me scared. should i be studying? shouldn't i care? even a little? oh well, all i'm thinking about is that much needed time off!
so new years...what's going on?
is it bad when your oil light comes on in your car? i added a quart. hope that helps.
why must i look like such a freak of nature? fucking scar on my hand. i'm just telling people that i joined fight club. done and done.
p.s. i'm bored.
current mood:  amused
current music: prince
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| Monday, December 6th, 2004
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10:01 pm - how funny...it's true.
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| Saturday, November 20th, 2004
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4:57 pm - I can't think of anything.
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so...my life hasn't been too exciting. not in a bad way, but in everything is very predictable. i had crazy work this week. i was incredibly stress, but all is well now. as for tonight i'll be seeing my favorite reenee gangopadhyay. we're not sure what we're doing but we're suppose to do it with my brother's friend heath. it's gonna be weird. if my brother doesn't come, it'll be awkward.
point is...i need excitement.
it's never gonna happen.
current mood: bored
current music: ben harper
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| Thursday, August 19th, 2004
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2:12 pm - one lonely summer...
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seems to be coming to an end. i hope.
current mood: discontent
current music: Elliot Smith-Figure 8
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| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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2:00 pm - i wish i could sum up things in one subject...but it's just too complicated right now.
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so saturday was hard. i spent all day at my uncle's funeral, then dedicated my afternoon to going through his and my aunts belonging with the rest of the family. i'd hate to say it, but some of my family really pisses me off. they are such greedy assholes. they were taking whatever they could, not for sentimental value, but so they could sell it at yard sales. my mom told me that this happened when all my other great aunt and uncles died. it was basically my parents along w/ my cousins mel and ellen battling the other side of the family, who is white trash in a nut shell. oh well, nothing we can do about it now. i was able to leave w/ some keepsakes to remember them by. i'm going to miss them.
saturday night started off pretty rough, but by the end i felt extremely better. john, alicia and i went to a party. at first i was having a hard time relaxing, but after unleashing my problems to a complete strange (and a few beers) i felt great.
i had a blast w/ john as always and i'll be down this friday to sign up for my classes at towson. i can't believe i'm finally going to feel at home. i don't know why i ever wanted to leave. i'm so tired of making that drive, but i figure john is going to owe me big time.
i'm bored, maybe i'll go shopping.
current mood: blah
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| Thursday, July 8th, 2004
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9:25 pm - so life...has been pretty good to me lately.
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back in jersey after spending a few days in baltimore for john's birthday. we had hot dogs!! it was a fun day. cooked out, sat around and goofed off, played some wiffle ball and rounded off the night with chain smoking and death-defying stunts.
last week i saw ben folds and rufus wainwright. my god, it was amazing. rufus' voice blew me away and ben, well, kicked ass!! i have never seen any performer w/ that much charisma and energy. guster was headlining, i wasn't that impressed. there was a kid that was sitting near us that was annoying the hell out of me. he reminded me of those obnoxious kids i hated in high school. what a douche. point is i came up w/ a list of rules for any concert goer to follow:
1. DO NOT wear a shirt of the band you are going to see. if i am at the show which you are attending and you did not follow this rule, i will make fun of you, a lot.
2. try to avoid buying t-shirts at the show, they are extremely over priced. if it is necessary to buy a t-shirt it must take place after the show.
3. DO NOT be the drunk dancing girl/guy that sings all of the lyrics off key, especially if you are w/ me.
4. try not to make out w/ 29 year-old drunk men, alicia.
5. you must make fun of annoying younger kids. this is a rule that i quite enjoy. embrace it, i think you would like it too.
6. keep talking to a minimal. this really, however, depends on the type of show. adjust accordingly.
7. DO NOT listen to the band you are going to see 24 hours before or after the show.
4th of july was spent w/ the family. i had a pretty good time entertaining the kids. there was this 11 yr old girl who was a bit strange, she told me about how she found her parents box of pornos and sex toys. she went on to name a few. i just changed the subject and pretended not to hear her.
my plans for the coming week are basically work and being a bum. i have my orientation for towson july 23rd. i pretty damn excited. i'm excited about transferring, i think i definitely made the right decision.
b-more kids holla.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: cake
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| Sunday, June 27th, 2004
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4:47 pm - kick ass!!
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this weekend was great. i've been in a much better mood lately. i think it has to do w/ the fact that i finally signed my lease for my baltimore apartment. so, it's official, august 21st i will be living in baltimore once again. oh!! and just as exciting i got accept at towson for the fall semester. i didn't think that option was still open, since i applied only like a month ago. all in all it fuckin rocks.
so, i spent the last two days in the arms of my beloved john. friday night we partyed it up at alicias'. this kid, of course, drank too much and was puking off her deck all night. he sounded funny and we didn't know him that well, so me and john made jokes about it. not to his face, we're not that big of jerks. i used john as a jungle gym in the kitchen and taylor smoked all my cigarettes...it's ok though, i'm quitting...probably...i hope. went to bed at five after a very eventful night.
SATURDAY! i got john his birthday gift. it's a dragon. his name, unknown...as of yet. point is...he's cute, he hissed at john and it was silly. plus, it really pissed this woman off when we bought him, that was sort of a bonus. i have to admit, i like it when people get in a huff over something that they really shouldn't. so what if you were interested lady, we got him first. it was kind of embarrassing when she mad a scene inside the store and when we were walking to the car. taylor made a good point, her son was retarded so we shouldn't feel bad for the kid.
as for today, i'm not really doing anything. work this morning went by really fast. as for tonight, new episode of six feet under, woohoo.
*sidenote* i kicked john's repeatedly in doctor mario. yes, i'm that good.
current mood:  giddy
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| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
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11:17 pm - why am i a nerd and wanted to see who loves me most?
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| Monday, June 14th, 2004
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11:56 pm
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i'm such a melting pot of emotion right now. some days are good, others bad. i wish everyday would just be ok. this past weekend however kicked ass. john in jersey. best gift ever. bummed around saturday and played w/ the kiddies on sunday. john couldn't leave me quite yet, ya know how it is. so he stayed an extra day and we saw shrek 2. oh what joy.
after talking on the phone tonight w/ him, i've never felt so close to someone. breaking up serious conversation w/ the occasional joke or potty break. questioning how some people could just appear out of the wood work waving a white flag, pondering their actually motive. point is...i couldn't have found a better beau or friend for that matter.
as for tomorrow, i'll be heading to baltimore, just for the day, to fill out the application for the apartment i'm getting w/ my brother. i couldn't be more excited. august 20th, baby. baltimore, i'm back.
p.s. i wish there weren't so many crappy people in the world. there are a lot who truly piss me off.
current mood: happy
current music: cleo purring. gosh that's cute.
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004
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5:59 pm - wow...
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i love you guys!
things are still pretty rough, but i'm so lucky to have made friends like you all.
p.s. i want to make out w/ each and every one of you.
p.s.s. don't tell john.
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| Saturday, May 29th, 2004
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4:14 pm - things can't get any worse...
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or can it?! that's pretty much what's happening right now. everyday for the past month has been the worst day of my life. i'm trying to put all the pieces together so maybe i could be happy. of course, steph is being a stubborn bitch and doesn't want to find a roommate b/c she "doesn't want to live w/ a strange". i understand she's angry, she has perfect reason to, but she needs to put some effort in to make the best of the situation. does she think i'm going to pay two rents b/c she doesn't want to find anyone. fuck that...she's walked all over me this past semester. i'm going to talk to the landlord and put a classified on the udel web. i'll make it my responsibility to find a roommate and she might not like who i chose.
if everyone is a bit confused as to what i'm talking about right now...talk to me, i have exciting news.
current mood: pretty fucking shitty!!
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| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
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8:57 pm - holy fucking cow...
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why must life decisions be so damn hard? one decision i have made and am rather enjoying, is to not study for my calc final. fuck you calculus, fuck you.
jersey here i come...EAT ME DELAWARE!!
and goodnight.
-lisa
current mood:  contemplative
current music: coldplay
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